Well...

...I haven't been this confused and upset in a long time. To my friends all over, please don't send me the thoughtful "dude, wuzup?/hang in there bro" inquiries. I love you all, but it'll only muddy the waters for me. It'll all be spelled out in time, I suppose. Or not. I just needed to voice this to the Universe because frankly, I don't have anybody else to talk to right now...

I hate fear...